(Jan. 28, 2015) Day- 85

I'm home from Physical therapy. I did my leg and foot exercise. It took me a while to get home and I was home around 8pm. When I was leaving one of their physician assistant.. He really nice.
What I did today was, took my baby girl to the bus and picked her up and did some house cleaning, repotted my plants. Watched lost girl with my wife before she went to her dentist for get her tooth pulled. I know her mouth hurts and I hope she feels better soon.
Here my feet been looking lately.

Almost their

I can stand up and walk for a bit till my feet start to hurt.

(Dec. 17, 2014) -Day 43

Morning- 2:59Am

I am just laying in bed and can't sleep. I'm hot but lately I been liking it very cold.
My leg hurts and I took some meds for it. Hope it kicks in soon.
I hope it's nice out not raining or cloudy. I'm craving for the sun. I'm not sure.

(Dec. 15, 2014) - Day 41

I haven't been feeling good at all today. I was in a snappy mood when I woke up and it went away when, I went to sleep. My eyes burned cus, I got woken up before I needed too. During the sleep I didn't feel good at all. My leg hurt from the place on my knee and on my ankle. It was a painful and long it was the more painful it became. I got to a point where I was feeling weak. That's was around 9pm but, I took some good meds and I took two of, Oxycode HCL 5 mg. It did good work and I didn't wanted to waste it cus, I would only get 40 count of pills and I close to 30 count now. So, I need to taKe it when I deeply need it and night time.
The wife did a lot work past few days while I was mostly sleeping so, I cleaned up the house for her so, she won't have too while I was in a ok mood. I hope she feels loved when she wakes up. Going to get some rest.

(Dec. 5th, 2014) -Day 31

Little about yesterday~

I was do not in a good mood. My leg/foot really hurt. I mean I can feel the pain and feels like to pop. My while foot ache in pain. It stills swells up. Why and for How much long. Where the broken bones in My leg hurt too.
I need too sue her for me going though all this pain. I even cried 2 or 3 times yesterday and a lot day before. I have painful flashbacks the pain.
I'm so depressed and feels less then I am. I feel not a man cus, I can't fyi my manly things like, helping out in the house. Things hey too hard for me. I also feel less then a man cus I am a hsp. I feel more and dad said, "you know he weak to pain" that broke My heart and it was so cold.
I'm dealing with hot flashes and chill's.

(Dec. 4th, 2014) - Month 1/Day 30th

It's 12:33am and I am so stressed out. I am hurt by dad. He just don't care. He says he does but, I don't think so.

He does things for me like in forcing him or it's a job. He Don't care if I got hit. I could have died and I just see The same old him. I don't feel loved by him. Last time I really spent time with him was on the 15th of last month. He just doesn't care and It really breaks my heart. He Don't ask how I'm really feeling.
  If He did, he would ask me how you feeling today or want to see me if He care about me.

Im so stressed out that I getting headaches. Been all day and trying coffee yup cut in down. No luck yet.