(Dec. 8th, 2014) -Day 34

I am just waiting for dad to come pick me up and we can head to the GBMC hospital. I am going to see my doctor and i think, i am getting my staples out. Thus going to hurt bad and i wish, i had my boo with me though it. 

  Dad came with me and meet my Dr. First a nurse came in to take out the staples out.

That took a while cus, it hurt when she did even, she was gentle.

I felt every pull and sharp pain.

I am weak to pain and Its nothing wrong with it.

So, when the Dr. came in. He showed me few things that, i have to do.

When i stood up on my foot the first time.

I cried cus, i felt scared and felt pain but, i think its more being scared.

I had to get a scale and more pain meds. 

Me and dad went to target and got it and went back home.   

(Dec. 5th, 2014) -Day 31

Little about yesterday~

I was do not in a good mood. My leg/foot really hurt. I mean I can feel the pain and feels like to pop. My while foot ache in pain. It stills swells up. Why and for How much long. Where the broken bones in My leg hurt too.
I need too sue her for me going though all this pain. I even cried 2 or 3 times yesterday and a lot day before. I have painful flashbacks the pain.
I'm so depressed and feels less then I am. I feel not a man cus, I can't fyi my manly things like, helping out in the house. Things hey too hard for me. I also feel less then a man cus I am a hsp. I feel more and dad said, "you know he weak to pain" that broke My heart and it was so cold.
I'm dealing with hot flashes and chill's.

(Dec. 3, 2014)- Day 29th

Well, I am in bed and it's 2:38Am.
It started yesterday when, I was taking a bath. I started to having very painful flashbacks of being hit and the treatment at NorthWest hospital, me slipping 3 times. I cried ugly and very heavy till, my face hurt from holding in the tears and making no sound in the bath tube.
  I have been crying and having flashbacks in and out from the time I was in the bathtub. I hate this flashbacks.