(Feb 28, 2015) Day-116

I had a so-so day today.
Went out and it was ok but, mostly, I felt tired.
I wish that i wasn't tired all the time and then, I can
t walk at night and don't do anything during the day.
I stay up during the night. I hate this.

I had to walk 0.6 miles and then 6 sets of stairs.
man, i was so tired and I just want to stand their cus, I was that tired. I felt like, my ankle going to break again how, tired i w

(Feb. 27 2015) Day 115

(Morning)

I really hate waking up feeling like this.

I didn't get much sleep, I went to sleep around 4am got up at 8:30am. I hate my whole leg and knee really hurting Its so stops my sleep. With my whole knee thing, It itches in the bone. I can't scratch it. AHHHHHH.

I need to wear a compression sock like, all time so, it feels better. I hate that, this broken foot really stopping me from doing this in my life. I need to give my foot a rest. Its just pain the in butt. I will write more later.

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(After-Noon)

I did a lot of walking today.

Walked like, more then a mile cus, i can feel it in my body, I truly dont want to walk. I had to walk down 3 sets of stairs and walk to the main office of our apartment. Walking to the office and back was a lot of work and then I when back up the 3 sets of stairs. I had like 20mins or so to get my daughter from the bus. 

She so sweet, she blew me a kiss when she saw me from the the window when the bus pulling up and gave me one when she got out. Then went back up the stairs again.

Now that's would be 6x4=24 sets of stairs but, I wasn't done. We ate before we left to go somewhere. Anyway, walking up the stairs hurt. 

(Night)

We went to Wal-mart by the area I got hit.Wife had few things to do their and I went for the ride. Got home and that's would be the last time of the night going up the stairs. Now that would make it, 6x6=36. I did 36 sets of stairs and when I got to the top. I truly didn't want to walk no more. That hurt, my knee hurt really bad and I couldn't stand it and I needed meds and sit down for a while. 

(Feb. 22, 2015) Day- 110

I woke up and I felt like, crap and I need to sleep in all day so, the pain from walking yesterday. I got up around 3pm. I think.
I only think I needed a lot of sleep cus I did a lot of walking he pain in my leg from the walking and swelling made me need to sleep. That's all I can write

(Feb. 21,2015) Day- 109

I brought, my oldest Daughter to the Greyhound. The whole family came cus, we wanted to say good buy for a while, We will be missing her.
The snow came real fast but we were eating so, it was like a shock when we saw it. It was a very nice family time. We got home and it was bad. I took some photos but, not as good as I like.
Anyway while, we were eating. I didn't use my cane to go get food cus I wouldn't be able to get the food but in the end it hurt my leg and I needed a rest.

(Feb. 19, 2015) Day- 106

I went to my orthopedist to see a check in. It went well. It's mostly healed and I'm glad and while, I was their. He looked at my foot x-ray and did see it was broken. It was way more broken then I thought.
It was on the middle of the foot and not by the toes. I can feel it where its broken and that's what's making me harder to walk. I can't wait for it to fully heal and I also hope that, I can loss my fat that, I'm gaining from not walking and always eating. I am mostly craving sweet like candy bars or protein. It was nice to get out for a while. A nice guy from my doctors where I used to go to help with my foot to heal took me their. I'm thankful that he took me. Here is a x-ray of my photo of my bone from today till getting the rod.

(Feb. 17, 2015) Day- 105

   I say, it haven't been a good day today for me. I woke up in pain and I hate when, i do that. I am mostly 75% in pain. Like, last night it drained me even, the wife saw me in pain and gave me some meds but, it made me more tired.

Had fun with the kids, we played on the Wii and I wish, i didn't feel like this so, i can do way more with them.

We went to the fitness room but, i really couldn't do anything cus, the walk their was too much anyway. It was a lot of work.

I have a lot on.

(Feb. 12, 2015) Day- 100

Today is my 100 day from being hit. 
I haven't done anything but clean the kitchen and watch tv. My foot and leg hurt tonight. It could be the old.

(Feb. 11, 2015) Day- 99

I went to see a lawyer and I hope they can help. Dad took me their. I showed them where I got hit and it was Sams Club parking lot. I don't feel safe anymore after that.
On the way home, I was about to cry cus, I had flash backs from being hit.. Sorry post is small.

(Feb. 7, 2015) Day-95

I went to to my physical therapy.

Wife and the kids came with me and it was nice.

Dad had to go someone where else.

He always leaves and does something.

It would be nice if he spent time with me doing things with me then, leave.

I am do like our one and one time when i do get it.

I will post photos at the end of the post and they are by, my wonderful wife

Since, I went to McDonald's.

My foot and ankle been really hurting.

I need to go back to wheel chair and crutches for a while till, I get better.

We Went to chick-fil-a in owings mills and it was busy.

O glad their was a place for use to sit.

I foot started to hurt with the little move mostly from side to side.

After that, We went to Sam's Club by where, I got hit at.

I hate going by their and just remembering what happened by,

go by the area that, I was hit at.

I had to walk in and that took like 10 mins while my foot really hurt.

It felt like I broke my bone again by, the walk.

I took a cart to help but, it didn't help at all cus, i want pushing weight on my left leg.

Got few things while their saw, a lot things I wish i could get.

So, After that went to Home Depot

They did have a scooter that, I could right in but, by then

From, walking at sam's club really hurt my foot.

Got few things their and looked at the plants.

I crave to buy a lot plants but, I can't.

(Feeling Sad)

Just went on the way home.

I remembered that, I left my glasses their and they were taken.

Why would someone take someone Glasses

Home it was after their. I am glad. and took some rest.

I can't wait for it to really heal back like, it used too so, I can walk.

(Feb. 5th, 2015) Day- 93

Morning & Noon -

I had a nice time out with wife.

We only went to McDonald's

To get a Frap.

I also got a soda.

We spent their for like 2 hours before heading home.

It took me like aa while to get their

Also, it took longer to get back.

My foot and ankle hurt really back.

It still hurts and I can't walk on it at all.

Anyway, When I was almost home.

I was crossing a streat.

I had a flash back of me being hit.

It came out of no where.

What The Hell

I dont know why but, It hit me hard

I almost cried and it was very hard to hold it back,

I will tell more about my day later.

(Feb. 4th, 2015) Day- 92

Its only 20 mins until, it's midnight and a new day. I having so much pain in my foot that I just with I could cut off my foot and be done with it. I hate every time I take a step. My whole foot and ankle hurt and I don't want to really move.. I have been in bed rest and going to the kitchen or bathroom even its 5 feet it's in great pain. I really think something. Really wrong with my foot. I know why my ankle cus the main brake when the dumb ass lady hit me and I believe she wasn't even looking. I was almost in the half way in the street when she it me. That bitch. I am tired of feeling my foot being swollen or ugly dark looking. I am always need to take pain pills. I am getting lazy cus, taking a shower is pain in the ass. I am only taking baths and I did shower here and their but it's hard. I forgot the last time I took a bath. Let me check on my app.

It was 2 days ago and I need it but I so not in the work to do it. I need my wheel chair or someone to help me out cus I am not strong to stand and get my self out while not to slip. I hate my self right now cus, I am always in need for someone to take care of me or do something. I would get though this with out my wonderful wife.
She has done so much that I made me grow closer to her. She had to wash me when I couldn't and get me out then dress me when it was just start of my journey of this hard ship. I wish I could do something that would take her breath away to show her that I love her. If I need to write more, it will be on a new day when it's only 10 mins let till, it's tomorrow.

(Feb. 2st, 2015) Day- 90

Every Since, I have been walking with a cane. My feet really hurting and I believe that, I am not ready to walk with a cane yet. I have been doing more walking and I am glad that, I have been. I went to the fitness room today at the apartment office. I rode on the stay still bike for 15 mins and I did 4 Miles. I am glad I will post them on a new page. I need to do something uplifting or I will fall back down in my depression. I hate being like that, I know that, I will go back their in my own darkness cus, My bipolar.

I took a 15 sec. Video and I am glad that, I can ride again cus, I am so sad when I only lay in bed and hardly do anything. I need to do it every day and try to do it more then 15 mins. Its worth it. I hate that i need to walk now cus, it hurt bad to step on my foot like something broken inside my foot that, making me not really able to walk. It swells so bad that, the sock tries to stay on. Ouch. I got some photos that i am going to post next. Thanks for who reading this. Mostly no one reads this blog.